"Who Am I?"

Her surroundings shape her. But holes are inflicted.
This girl is struggling. She vigorously tries to find herself.
Once she thinks she has, she strives to prove herself.
And everything is done in favour of mending those holes.
She feels small, her heart constantly sinks.
But in her despair, she creates a shield. 
She feels obligated to defend, she yearns to stride like others. Still, the holes are too deep to mend or conceal...
so she fills them instead.
With multiple elements she experiments... every phase she alters.
But, still, at the end of the day, she questions herself
'Who am I?'

Just felt like writing today. Teehee.

Cool Beans

 Andy Samberg is ridiculously hilarious.

Things I Cannot Stand

 I'm irritated right now and I need to list down some things that irritate me before I kill someone.


1. Girls who write stuff like,
"Dun hate meh curz am byutiful."
below their overly edited profile pictures.

2. Justin Bieber. Girls who fall for him are poor creatures confused about their sexuality. Shooting him multiple times in the knee cap with a machine gun would be a good way to vent my frustrations. 

3. When my cat gets hungry and he knows I'm bringing food to his cage so he follows me very closely(to make sure he doesn't lose sight of his tuna) and I end up accidentally kicking him in the abdomen as I try to walk. 

4. Guinea pigs with fur problems. They heighten my goosebump-tendency. 
5. People who cough and sneeze in public without closing their germ infested mouths.
 
6. Lizards and how you're never a feet away from those pesky naked things.

7. People who let their kids swim on the floor in malls.

8. People who stare like they've been blind their whole life. Yes, I'm an alien but it still doesn't justify you poking at me with your snoopy eyeballs.

9. Teenyboppers. "OH EM GEE look Jastin Beebarrr's flippin' his hayr."

10. Guinea pigs.

11. Facebook. And how it's the first thing I click on when I open my browser.

12. People who define a whole religion as 'backwards and stupid' just because of some ridiculously overzealous people who do foolish things.

13. Chemistry.

 

14. When I accidentally drop my pen and it ends up in a parallel dimension.

15. When people say that someone is boring or conservative just because they're not a conformist. 

16. When I see really old people working under the hot sun and I can't do anything to help them. 
 

Why I Am Home Schooling

1. No offence but the schools in Malaysia SUCK. Well it sucks more for me because I’m not fluent in malay. When I studied in a private malay school a few years back, my teacher laughed at an essay I wrote in Malay infront of the whole class. I’d like to see her write one in a foreign language so I can laugh at her essay and her face! So yeah.

2. Where I live is far from the few good schools in this country.

3. The last school I went to was a so called ‘International School’ . INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL MY FEET. The school was run by rejects from other schools. This is what they wrote on their website:

“We are a vibrant Internashunal Skool with a high fly team of internashunal edukaters.”

or something like that.


Well highly qualified educators WOULD NOT waste their time in a tiny house-like building teaching notorious little gremlins who, at the end of the day, do not even know what mammals are. I have nothing against their ethnicity, by the way. I just hate everyone who works there, whatever race they are. There are a lot more things I need to complain about the school but I. should. stop. :O

4. Home schooling would let me concentrate on my studies more without any unnecessary distractions/pressure/stress.

5. I hate people.

5. It works for me because I am an introvert. I don’t need to be socialising all the time but I get to go out with my friends often! :D
(Update: But that was before they fled to their countries) :(