"Who Am I?"

Her surroundings shape her. But holes are inflicted.
This girl is struggling. She vigorously tries to find herself.
Once she thinks she has, she strives to prove herself.
And everything is done in favour of mending those holes.
She feels small, her heart constantly sinks.
But in her despair, she creates a shield. 
She feels obligated to defend, she yearns to stride like others. Still, the holes are too deep to mend or conceal...
so she fills them instead.
With multiple elements she experiments... every phase she alters.
But, still, at the end of the day, she questions herself
'Who am I?'

Just felt like writing today. Teehee.

Why I Am Home Schooling

1. No offence but the schools in Malaysia SUCK. Well it sucks more for me because I’m not fluent in malay. When I studied in a private malay school a few years back, my teacher laughed at an essay I wrote in Malay infront of the whole class. I’d like to see her write one in a foreign language so I can laugh at her essay and her face! So yeah.

2. Where I live is far from the few good schools in this country.

3. The last school I went to was a so called ‘International School’ . INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL MY FEET. The school was run by rejects from other schools. This is what they wrote on their website:

“We are a vibrant Internashunal Skool with a high fly team of internashunal edukaters.”

or something like that.


Well highly qualified educators WOULD NOT waste their time in a tiny house-like building teaching notorious little gremlins who, at the end of the day, do not even know what mammals are. I have nothing against their ethnicity, by the way. I just hate everyone who works there, whatever race they are. There are a lot more things I need to complain about the school but I. should. stop. :O

4. Home schooling would let me concentrate on my studies more without any unnecessary distractions/pressure/stress.

5. I hate people.

5. It works for me because I am an introvert. I don’t need to be socialising all the time but I get to go out with my friends often! :D
(Update: But that was before they fled to their countries) :(